3rd dec 1984
The King's Playground
Saturday, January 29, 2005

hahazzz really had a gd time cheering my unit at MSR 2005...... although neva win but really had a great time during the trainings and at the competition..... really miss the cheer leaders hahahzzz..... hee.. juz talked to one of them on msn.... the little ger dawn lo.... so cute haahhzz.... so zhun she stay a few busstop away from me oni..... u muz see her n listen to her voice..... like pri 4 ger lydat..... haha so bad..... but shejuz so cuteeeeeeee............ CUTEY RATING 10/10....... hmmzz......... my whole body now aching...... i need to go n rest le.....

posted at 6:31 PM by desmond

Friday, January 28, 2005

hmmmzzz goin back to camp soon ... need to stay in tonite...... cos tmr is the cheer leading competition le... today damn shiong the traing... bruises everywhere....... VESPERS is the our team name.... hahaz we use the nyp cheer leaders team name... hahahzzz.... 2nd day with them.. really damn nice.... helped us alot.... owe them a very very big favour la....... have to go le...... i will come back with the results...

posted at 2:09 PM by desmond

Thursday, January 27, 2005

can u imagine..... i joined my unit cheer leadin team... kaoz... i ownself also cannot imagine... was quite reluctant at first but after awhile of trainin found it quite interesting.....we were coached by cheer leaders from nanyang poly..... they were real nice..... we din pay them or gave them any incentives...... woo.. these cheer leaders are woo i say hmmzzz.... hot n shapely...hahahazz.. got wan so cute so small... tink 1.5m oni.. hahahzzz the competition is this friday.. hope we can achieve something..... but i think winin n losin not impt la... its bout the spirit of competition....

posted at 3:33 PM by desmond

Sunday, January 23, 2005

have u ppl heard bout this? i oni have a few examples...... i gave her a pair of brooks runnin shoes cos she said she wanna run den in the end we broke off....... i got a friend recieve a pair of shoes from his gf den after awhile he broke off with her...... den it also happenz to another friend...... does this curse really so zhun anot.... i always very careful wan.. but this time juz caught off guard..... at the pt of time juz tot of she dun have a runnin shoe so juz get her one..... hai~~~ big mistake..... all along we stop each other from buyin footwear for each other.... y did i do it...hai~~~ is this curse so power anot?

posted at 6:15 PM by desmond

Saturday, January 22, 2005

suddenly tot of her again...... tot of how it all started..... duno how i summon my courage to go after her... i've never tried b4 but somehow its the white light..... in fact ppl may see me very di siao always go agianst rulez ...daredevil.... steal here steal there but not many noe bout my low self esteem..... when im after her im so scare bout those cuter guys who r after her..... even after we are together...... im still wary bout it.... no one knows we are together..the feelin not gd..im always hurt...... i always think dat its bcos she paisei of me but i noe its not cos she said not... but juz cant help it to think this way.... so many times i wana give up.....felt humuliated when she treat me as a total stranger in sch... when shez wif another guy n dun gif a damn bout me.. but at the end of day when i talk to her over the phone... i felt love again.... but after sometime.... whenever i think back.... i will get very tulan.... maybe dats when i started to treat her harshly...realise it n changed myself.....but i continune to be stubborn n seldom gave in to her...... lead to a disastrous end..... i remember every moment n 90% of them were happy memories for me.... although she may think otherwise but the times we were together were the best til today...for me at least.... i hate the way it all ended but theres nothing i can do....... i tried my best..... im hurt still very hurt..... i tried to recover but i cant..... i still luv her..... but i wun ka jiao her..... luv her n wan her to be happy.... it doesn't matter if im suffering... it doesn't matter..... its my fault..... and my wish is to keep this luv.... so dun ask me to let go or move on..... we once said this and i mean it... luv u til the ocean run dry....

posted at 7:34 PM by desmond

Friday, January 21, 2005

  1. fight back to school
  2. fight back to school 2
  3. god of gamblers 2

ahaahahahzzzzz so happy....... start of my collectionzzzzz


posted at 6:54 PM by desmond

Thursday, January 20, 2005

yeah we beat gsmb at their very own homeground AyerRajah camp....... we took the lead early in the game as midfield anchorman Neo thread CO Maj Chow thru and he calmly slotted the ball beyond their keeper....... the equaliser came before the halftime and juz mins into the second half we fell for their speedy counter attack as they took the lead....... after that it was waves n waves of pressure from us............ we equalise from a corner after their keeper fumbled the ball n Mr Opportunist Zaidy place the ball into the net.......... morale was high in our camp however our opponent begin to feel the pressure..... mins b4 the end of the game...... WO Ravi floated a wonderful freekick into the box and up went our twin towers Merwyn n Hassan....... Merwyn rose above all and headed the ball into the net........ at the moment we knew we had the game won... minz later the final whistle goes off.

posted at 5:05 AM by desmond

Wednesday, January 19, 2005

jennifer is back!!!!!!!

posted at 3:09 PM by desmond

Monday, January 17, 2005


finally 16 jan is here...... come on Lions do us proud once more... brilliant performance at jakarta....... revive the passion and confidence of the die-hard-fans..... ive been a follower since 1993...... give me the chance to see my beloved Lions crown as the kingpin of Asean at the National stadium today...... together we shall drown the indonesianz in the KALLANG WAVE tonite....... Posted by Hello

posted at 5:55 AM by desmond

Sunday, January 16, 2005

arsenal one goal down now..... almunia kuku la..... miss dioufz cross..... arghhhhzz

posted at 6:09 PM by desmond

Saturday, January 15, 2005


I miss u like crazy even more than words can say i miss u like crazy every min & everyday... girl im so down when u're not around... i miss u miss u miss u miss u like crazy Posted by Hello

posted at 4:29 PM by desmond

Wednesday, January 12, 2005

It will be alright in the end.
If its not alright it will not be the end.


posted at 4:07 PM by desmond

Sunday, January 09, 2005

after the devastating destruction done by the recent tsunami to our neighbouring countries...... the SAF has provided as much manpower as possible to these countries........ combat engineers, medic, medical officers were all sent over to help out..... however there were unsung heroes who the public will not noe....... these ppl battle thru day n nite in order to aid the excercise......... these ppl are the technicians from 3dsmb 6dsmb n 9dsmb........ esp 6dsmb which is doing the engineers vehicles and guards vehicles........ over the last weeks all of them are on standby to repair vehicles to be send over to aceh they work thru to nite in order to finish the large numbers of vehicles that were pass down......... they stayed back thru the new yr day eve n new yr day to repair these vehicles.....who will remember them for makin these sacrifices... so now i pay my highest respect to these ppl who have done so much in the background to help our suffering neighbours...



posted at 7:06 AM by desmond

Monday, January 03, 2005

SINGAPORE 4 MYANMAR 2

its a day where singaporean unite regardless of race , language or religion..... football the common language makes everyone feel singaporean... no more malay chinese indian itz juz singaporean..... rain rain go away but it doesn't even til now the rain is still pouring..... despite the rainfall 40000 fans appear at the National stadium 95 % of them supporting the Lions.... disappointed for most of the game but the fans kept on cheerin... we were calm never let our anger and disappointment get the beta of us..... in the name of football.... we were full hearted behind the Lions... we were rewarded the Lions came back from 2-0 down to win the game 4-2..
our opponent have themselve to blame... they failed to control their emotion and those unfortunate wan cause their team the game.... myanmar fans were extremely hostile.... they were resorting to violent to vent their anger....... we singaporean fans show them wads the rite way to support...upholding football as a beautiful game.....

LIONS ALL THE WAY........!!!!!!!!!

posted at 5:31 PM by desmond

Sunday, January 02, 2005

1. What did you do in 2004 that you'd never done before?
tryin retrieve wad i lose...... ate fruits ate chilli went to church

2. Did you keep your New Years' resolutions, and will you make more for next year?
i din have any n for my new yr juz want things to go on smoothly hmmzz hope i can adapt back to studyin n workin.

3. Did anyone close to you give birth?
no lei..... close wan no loz

4. Did anyone close to you die?
hmmz.. not exactly close.... deerz mum n my cousin

5. What countries did you visit?
nahz.. dun have

6. What would you like to have in 2005 that you lacked in 2004?
those dat i lose

7. What date from 2004 will remain etched upon your memory, and why?
sept 21 n sept 27

8. What was your biggest achievement of the year?
manage to quit gambling

9. What was your biggest failure?
being too stubborn....shud have gave in at times

10. Did you suffer illness or injury?
all illness also got but never too serious

11. What was the best thing you bought?
my com.... n the rings

12. Whose behavior merited celebration?
friends

13. Whose behavior made you appalled and depressed?
hers

14. Where did most of your money go?
nahz.. duno

15. What did you get really, really, really excited about?
ndp preview show

16. What song will always remind you of 2004?
jayz jie kou jolinz daodai FIRz wo men de ai

17. Compared to this time last year, are you:Happier or sadder:
sadder
Thinner or fatter: fatter
Richer or poorer: richer

18. What do you wish you'd done more of?
being someone beta.. someone who listen more .... someone one who noe how to please ppl....

19. What do you wish you'd done less of?
being stubborn.....

20. How will you be spending Christmas?
with friendzzz juz as the last few yrs

21. Did you fall in love in 2004?
no i fall out of love

22. How many one-night stands?
no none

23. What was your favorite TV programme? New one?
soccer matches on chn 21 22 23 24

24. Do you hate anyone now that you didn't hate this time last year?
hmmz..not say hate la....so no lohzz..

25. What was the best book you read?
haven read yet but think i will like............. catholic christianity

26. What was your greatest musical discovery?
a classical...All i ask of u

27. What did you want and get?
com loz

28. What did you want and not get?
512

29. What was your favorite film(s) of this year?
van helsing.... pirates of carribean.. actually like everyshow we watched together

30. What did you do on your birthday, and how old were you?
very disappointed start to my bday but friendzzz make the best out of it at the end of the day

31. What one thing would have made your year immeasurably more satisfying?
being a beta bf

32. How would you describe your personal fashion concept in 2004?
jeans tshirt loz

33. What kept you sane?
hmmzz....deer n broz..

34. Which celebrity/public figure did you fancy the most?
none

35. What political issue stirred you the most?
taiwan president election..... typical tv series drama storyline....

36. Who did you miss?
her

37. Who was the best new person you met?
not yet

38. Tell us a valuable life lesson you learned in 2004
learn to listen.... to give in....


posted at 12:50 PM by desmond

Saturday, January 01, 2005

another bout 11hrz will mark the end of 2004....... 2004 started wif a bang at a bbq in pasirris which me n her org...... sadly it ended miserably wif she leaving me..... 2004 markz a yr when alot of things happened for the fers time..........
1ST TIME
  1. 1st time she stayed overnits at my place
  2. 1st time i stayed at her place
  3. 1st time watch disney on ice
  4. 1st time learn drivin
  5. 1st time attend friendz mum funeral
  6. 1st time eat cheese prata n baby prata
  7. 1st time invovle in national day parade
  8. 1st time watch ndp preview live
  9. 1st time watch live fireworks at marina
  10. 1st time weight over 60kg
  11. 1st time fell out in love
  12. 1st time realise love is not everything in a relationship
  13. 1st time got extremely hurt emotionally
  14. 1st time got so jealous
  15. 1st time go race course
  16. 1st time do servicin for vehicles
  17. 1st time talk to jo on the phone after knowing her for near 8 yrs
  18. 1st time celebrate birthday wif broz n deer n jo
  19. 1st time go chalet wif primary sch mate
  20. 1st time watch movie wif deer
  21. 1st time watch movie wif lynn
  22. 1st time watch the same movie twice
  23. 1st time go to church
    thats all for now if can think of somemore den will come back n add............

posted at 6:15 AM by desmond